Out of town

We returned to our homes, These bodies, But we no longer feel the peace that once was here, For we traded our minds, Our hearts, Weary, Broken, Desperate, We sacrificed the love and comfort these bodies served us with, And we took in the hate and destruction this world has come up to, Somehow  We…

Series I can’t wait till the next season for

I am a crazy series fan, from comedy to drama and comedy to sci-fi (sometimes) to crime and investigation to everything packed with excitement, I am all in. I’ve realized that the best series that I’ve watched, are the ones I didn’t want to watch, like see them-hate them-move away from-didn’t want to watch, but…

To the child at the back taking first

First, how the hell do you do it? I’ve never seen you with a lunch box or cash for spend, Never seen your mother kiss and wave at you as you run to class, But somehow you’ve got answers to questions the universe searches for, scribbled at the back of your neck  You didn’t have…

Accepting the negatives

I’ve thought long and hard as to how some people live in peace after making someone else feel bad. And I’m not just talking about words of the mouth but also actions. And I came to the conclusion that these people (the negatives) are not humans, at all. But also I concluded that it was…

What’s life |with mental health|

ROLLING BY THE HOUR• Bad days don’t occur as much as they used to for me anymore. Now, I have bad hours, very terrible bad hours, hours that feel like an eternity. Bad days depend on how you start your days… right? But bad hours… I mean your day starts off great, amazing, then… ……

The Versatile Blogger Award

My first award nomination. Actually, my first award win,  [I read from the sweetheart, my heart warm, that nominated me that if you are nominated, it means you’ve won it already] so guys, I’m a freaking award winner, I can totally see myself getting used to this (award winning). I was scrolling through my notifications…

Sex and mental health

Ever had sex with someone and immediately regretted it? And by regret, I don’t mean, hating the person you had sex with but hating that you had sex in the first place. That is, hating both YOURSELF and SEX. For people with mental health, like myself, we tend to judge ourselves a lot, we make…

Heavy #4 poetry

In her heart, She built a room, A big, Dark, Empty room. On it walls she painted, With blood stained fingers, Painted herself dinning with happiness, Describing a tale that was the complete opposite of what she truly felt. She closed her eyes to picture herself play out, But she caught, Through the glassed corner…

Reasons to keep living

There are sad days, days you worry about life, the meaning of life, your life, there are days you feel that probably the world or the lives of your loved ones would be better off without you. There days when nothing, absolutely nothing makes sense, but death. So then you dance around, you get used…

Me and marriage

| Read with ease. | Marriage *shaking head* is not for me. I know some girls, right from young age, envision themselves walking down the aisle and making great promises and vows that are meant to be forever.  But I have never been one of them, nor will I ever be. For one, I suck…

The pain of it all

Have you ever felt so empty, like if someone started to drum on you it will make so much noise it will sound like silence, yes I know that probably did not make sense, but that’s what emptiness feels like… Nothing. Have you ever felt like crying, no maybe weeping, felt like pouring it all…